A guest blog for Mother’s Day… 100 Little Words on Parenthood

Although things have been a little quiet for me and my blog over the last few months (I have had my lovely sister and parents here, so I have a good excuse!), I have still managed to do a little bit of writing. Through the world of twitter, I met Charlie Plunkett, a wonderful author whose most recent project, 100 Little Words on Parenthood, captured my imagination. I liked the idea of being able to distil the magical, complicated, adventurous world of parenting, in all of its guises, into just 100 words and I submitted two pieces for the book, one of which is below and one other you will have to read in the book! I also managed to persuade my Dad into submitting 100 words from his perspective as a grandparent, which he happily did.

In the wake of Charlie’s hard work and success in having 100 Little Words on Parenthood published, I have invited her to feature on my blog today, not least to talk a little bit about her experience of motherhood, it being Mother’s Day in the UK today. I am very fortunate to have my mum with me here in Australia at the moment, so I have been able to celebrate with her (whilst preserving my own special day when Mother’s Day hits Australia later this year!). Over to you Charlie…


Thank you so much for inviting me to guest blog at your fabulous site I am very close to the end of a Mega Book Blog Tour to promote my latest book 100 Little Words on Parenthood and have spent the last two weeks visiting different sites all over the world each day, it’s been like a virtual holiday! I wanted to post a piece celebrating motherhood as today is Mother’s Day in the UK, although I just checked the dates and discovered in Australia it isn’t until 12th May so I’m early for a change!

Motherhood has been beyond a doubt the most amazing experience in my life and one that continues to fill me with awe, wonder and at times total bafflement. I write about the milestone moments in my life and have published three books charting my wedding The True Diary of a Bride-to-be My pregnancy The True Diary of a Mum-to-be a pregnancy companion and my little boys first year The True Dairy of Baby’s First Year a mothering companion.

My latest book 100 Little Words on Parenthood has around 100 fabulous contributors all parents and grandparents who have shared in exactly 100 words their experiences of parenthood. They have written anecdotes, poems, words of wit and wisdom on topics including – birth, babies, twins, nappies, sleep, breastfeeding, motherhood, fatherhood, teething, weaning, speech, parenthood, toddlers, toilet training, nursery, behaviour, family, birthdays, Christmas, learning, school, university, teenagers and grandparents.

The finished book is a beautiful collection that will appeal to new parents, experienced parents, grandparents and those considering becoming parents. Each 100 words are interspersed with a famous quote and I wanted to share with you a few.

Here are my 100 words on –

Being a Mum

I feel like singing from the rafters ‘I’m a mum and I love it!’ Even on days when sleep eludes me and the washing-up is stacked high in the sink Cole always does something to make me feel blessed to be a mum. If I had known how wonderfully rewarding and awesome being a parent is maybe I wouldn’t have left it to the grand age of 38. But on the flip side I’ve had a career, travelled and been fancy free. Now I’m at a stage in my life where I can truly appreciate the gift that is motherhood.

‘A baby will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for.’ Anonymous

Here are my lovely host’s words on –



It must be teething.

It must.

It definitely is.

But she’s only 6 weeks old.

But we’ve done everything else, everything.

Maybe she’s hungry.

But you’ve just fed her.

Then it’s probably wind.

(pat, pat, pat, pat)


Have you checked her nappy?

(lifts her in the air and sniffs)


What’s she doing now?

I’m not sure.

Look, her fist’s in her mouth again.

Is she dribbling?

Her cheeks look a bit red.

Get the book.

There: look, teething, symptoms…

You’re right. I bet we’ll see that first tooth tomorrow.

I bet.

Or maybe she’s just hungry?


‘How beautifully everything is arranged by Nature; as soon as a child enters the world, it finds a mother ready to take care of it.’ Jules Michelet

And finally her father’s wonderful words on being a grandparent –

Visitors from the Other Side of the World

It had been nine long months and they had grown. They were excited and so were we. We love them both and they love us, no questions, unconditional, wonderful.

We live by a river, my river where I grew up. The train runs alongside; a steaming, fire eating train with a smell that defines the word “nostalgia”. I happily re-live my boyhood vicariously through them.

“Will you hold my hand please Grandad?”

“Of course Tommy.”

The carriages have names.

“Let’s sit in your carriage Sophie.”

They slept contentedly on the return. I cuddled Tommy and Grandma cuddled Sophie. Bliss!

‘To a small child, the perfect granddad is unafraid of big dogs and fierce storms but absolutely terrified of the word “boo.” Robert Brault

To find out more about my books please visit my site www.charlieplunkett.co.uk

Books are all available from Amazon and all good bookstores and if you are in Australia you still have plenty of time to order for Mother’s Day!

Slow down, you move too fast

It’s been a little over three weeks since we returned from our holiday to the Gold Coast, a vibrant, glamorous (if a little hectic) region just south of Brisbane. Our expectations for the holiday had been realistically set; this was not a place for relaxing but there would be plenty to do, the weather would be divine and the beaches glorious expanses of white sand. It reminded me of Florida; a bit of Destin with a splash of Miami.

A good friend who grew up on the Gold Coast gave us a spectacular lowdown, the stuff we really needed to know – best coffee, super parks and the top places for a family meal. The big things we worked out for ourselves but those tips were invaluable, saving us precious ‘hit and miss’ time in a much needed family week.

And so we returned to life in Sydney – work for Mister, school for Miggins and lots of fettling for TJ and me, not least in starting to plan his pirate birthday party and, two weeks later, a BBQ for 25 of our friends and 25 of their littlies to celebrate our first anniversary of landing in Sydney.

The pirate party was a huge success – 7 pirates, 1 Captain America, 1 who didn’t do costumes, 1 Rapunzel, 1 fairy and 1 princess. An eclectic mix but it worked and it proved a fantastic rehearsal for the massive BBQ that was to follow. It was hectic, though, in its preparation and execution (I know 3 year olds don’t care if the bathroom mirror is windexed and the inside of the microwave is clean, but this 36 year old does…) and we kept going afterwards, clearing up, grumbling over England’s loss in the rugby then straight to swimming lessons and before we knew it, it was Monday morning again.

It struck me as I was dashing about over the following week that I used to look at mums (and dads) like me and think “What do you do? What do you actually do? If you’re not working, can’t you just sit around and take the day as it comes? How can you be so ‘busy'”. And some days, despite his huge respect for me in my newish role as a full time mum, I know Mister wonders the same thing (sometimes, forgetting himself, he wonders this out loud, then immediately tries to suck the words back in, as my old courtroom persona revives itself and constructs a bulletproof defence). I won’t regale you with a blow by blow account of my average day (I save that for my closing submissions in the aforementioned courtroom drama) save as to say that it is unfathomably busy; that single four letter word describes it to a T.

So in the midst of ‘busy’ I was thrown a curveball, which is a regular occurrence in the pockettpause household and one that usually only changes the direction and purpose of the day rather than its pace but this time TJ was poorly and that means brakes on, blankets out, any whiff of franticism expelled. Slowing down. Slowing right down.

Characteristically, I still find it hard to just stop. 5 years ago, when I was 29 weeks pregnant with Miggins, I was told by my doctor that I would need to be admitted to hospital for a week of strict bed rest. Having been assured that medically, if I rested, the baby and I would be fine, I tentatively asked if I could bring in my work laptop to finish a crucial statement that needed to be filed that week. I promised to type lying down. My request was met with a curt “No”, a scribble on my medical notes (which I later deciphered to read “advised patient to refrain from working whilst on bed rest”) and a relieved look on Mister’s face. “You just have to stop, just stop”.

Back to last week, still battling inertia and fighting to keep TJ’s temperature down we whizzed off to the doctor’s surgery only to be told “No, it’s not an infection, he doesn’t need antibiotics, just plenty of fluids, Panadol for his temperature and rest, plenty of rest”.

So we pottered home and sank into the sofa, feeling like we’d both take the doctor’s prescription of rest, just rest. And although I might have sporadically reached for my trusty phone to google ‘party hire’ and ’10-day weather forecast’ in anticipation of our upcoming shindig, I figured we’d had a good enough rehearsal with our pirates and misfits party and really it was just a BBQ with our lovely friends who didn’t give a hoot about the inside of my microwave. So I stopped; we stopped. And it felt good.

I’ve got no deeds to do,
No promises to keep
I’m dappled and drowsy and ready for sleep
Let the morning time drop all its petals on me
Life, I love you,
All is groovy



I rarely get spooked. Nothing really scares me. Well, ok, I have been known to run a mile from a wasp but really scared? Truly spooked? No.

But today, on this Halloween of days, I was spooked.

Things started well and ended even better. It was our first proper Halloween and we started preparations early, carving a pumpkin on Friday afternoon (which subsequently disintegrated over the weekend, but noone seemed to notice that it wasn’t there on our terrace this afternoon) and making a Halloween mobile to hang over our front door. I’d never entered into the spirit of Halloween before but last year, in a token effort to do something, I hurriedly bought some Marks and Spencer sweets from London Bridge station on the way home from work, in case we had some trick or treaters. Unsurprisingly, come 10pm and with no revellers having rung our bell, Mister and I shared out the haul. It wasn’t that I couldn’t be bothered or that I was fundamentally opposed to the idea of Halloween, I just didn’t get it.

Back in Balgowlah, we had costumes and face paints at the ready and my expectation was that we would dress up, sit on our terrace and wait for a handful of trick or treaters to pass through before calling it a day. I happened to mention this to a friend at school and moments later received a text, inviting us to join up with their family to trick or treat on the streets of North Balgowlah. With no idea what to expect and with costumed children at the ready, I thought, ‘well, why not?’. TJ and Miggins were beside themselves with excitement but it soon became clear that they didn’t get it, either. And how could they? I had been so vague about the whole thing that they were sort of just cobbling along with my sudden enthusiasm for all things spooky. So we jumped onto our broomstick and headed into the unknown.

It was a balmy 24 degrees when we emerged into what felt like film set, with tens of children milling about in various guises, from the traditional witches and ghosts to the less traditional fairies, gnomes and members of the mafia. House after house was bedecked with cobwebs, skeletons and spiders but it didn’t feel tacky or cringeworthy, it felt like honest, wholesome, fun. TJ’s reaction to his first sweet was to promptly sit down and eat it and it took some time (and a small amount of foot stamping on his part) to persuade him that if he collected the sweets they were his, to keep. He moved pretty swiftly after that, quickly realising that the more ground he covered, the bigger his haul. Smart lad. Miggins consulted with me after each house, asking ‘are we allowed these ones’, she, too, in wide eyed wonder at this unexpected, surreal experience.

After an hour of trick or treating and with the children’s plastic pumpkin-pots brimming, we were ready to head home. The sweets were emptied onto the kitchen table and I listened whilst Miggins negotiated some swaps with TJ, at one stage convincing him that the pink lollipop that she was coveting in his pile probably tasted like a dog biscuit. He quickly gave it up. She also accumulated a pile of hard sweets, knowing that as a child I once swallowed a hard sweet whole and came very close to choking and she wasn’t about to let the same fate befall her or TJ. She mixed the unwanted ‘chokers’ and all of the green sweets into our trick or treat bowl and she and TJ waited, now in their pyjamas, for our own trick or treaters to arrive at the gate. As darkness fell and as the sandman paid his visit, TJ and Miggins drifted off to bed, with visions of sweets, pumpkins and happy, balmy nights dancing in their heads.

But I was spooked. Shaken up.

In the heat of the afternoon, my little witches and I decided that we would have a dip in the pool before our Halloween revelries commenced. Miggins and TJ waited patiently on the steps of our pool whilst I, a mere 3 feet away, cleared something from the edge of the pool. At that exact moment, an inflatable toy floated past TJ’s feet in the pool and the last thing I heard was ‘watch me surf Mummy’ before Miggins shouted ‘TJ!’ and I looked to see a blue hat bobbing on the surface of the pool with TJ flailing beneath it. I know I reacted immediately, jumping in and calmly pulling TJ up and into my arms but the replay feels so slow, so tortuous, so frightening. TJ cried for a second then proudly said ‘I went under without my goggles’ and we all carried on. But I was spooked.

So whilst our first Halloween felt more like a fairytale, it didn’t come and go without a scare, without a moment of terror, without a residual feeling of unease and without a lesson learnt. And I, for one, would be happy if I never, ever, get spooked again.

17 minutes to Cromer

24 October 2012, 12:25pm, driving to Miggins’ gymnastics class in Cromer. Miggins and TJ in the back of the car

Pulling out of the driveway

Me:  OK, let’s go… have you got your lunchboxes?

Miggins:  Yep

TJ:  I can’t open mine. I CAN’T OPEN MINE. I CAN’T… It’s open now.

Listening to the radio

TJ:  Where are we going

Me: Gymnastics

Miggins:  My gym

TJ:  Oh. When’s my gym?

Me:  It was yesterday. Yesterday afternoon.

TJ:  Oh. Why do we have our lunches?

Me:  Because the class is at 12:45 so we have to have lunch in the car, on the way.

Miggins:  It’s a makeup class, ‘cos we missed my class last week so I’ve got an extra one

TJ:  An extra one?

Me:  Yes

Miggins:  It’s a makeup, not an extra one. A makeup.

TJ:  Oh…. I can’t find my spoon. Where’s my spoon. WHERE’S MY SPOON?

Me: It’s…

TJ:  I wanted a pirate on my yogurt, not the one with a dragon on. I like the pirate yogurt. I wish I had the pirate yogurt. I went to your party in my pirate costume didn’t I Miggins?

Miggins:  Yep

TJ:  Where’s my pirate costume? Mummy? Mum?

Me: It’s in your bedroom, with the dressing up stuff.

TJ:  Oh… I wish I had put it on for gym. [to Miggins] can I have your spoon? Do you have a spoon? I can’t find my spoon.

Miggins:  Yep

Hands over the spoon


Miggins:  Yellow car

TJ:  Yellow car

MIggins:  I saw it first

TJ:  No you didn’t, I saw it too. I did see it. I saw it didn’t I, Mummy? Mummy? Mum? Didn’t I?

Me:  Why don’t you have one point each?

Miggins:  Daddy says it’s half a point if you both see it.

Me:  OK then, half a point each.

Miggins [whispered to TJ]:  I actually saw it first

TJ:  How old are you Mum? Mummy? Mum?

Me:  35. And you don’t need to say ‘Mum’ lots of times, just once…

TJ:  OK mum. Same as Daddy? And Uncle Mark? Mum?

Me:  Yep

TJ:  Oh

Listening to the traffic report on the radio

MIggins:  Do you think we’ll ever have a crash?

Me: Ummm…. Hmmmm… well that’s quite a tricky one to answer. I don’t want to say no, because that might jinx it but I don’t think we will and anyway, we have a really safe car, that’s why we got Duey, because he’s really safe.

TJ:  We love Duey, don’t we mum. Mum?

Miggins:  But we’ll try not to have a crash, won’t we? I mean, well, won’t we?

Me:  Yes, of course, sweets, you musn’t worry about…


Miggins:  [to TJ] it’s actually my spoon

Me, reaching round to the back of the car, trying to get the spoon off the floor

Miggins:  Mum, just a bit closer, it’s just a bit towards me. No, too far, back. That’s it. You’ve got it. You’ve got it now. Were you actually looking at the road then? Mum?

Me:  Yes, ‘course I was, silly, you have to look at the road all the time when you’re driving

Miggins:  Not when you’re doing the music though, you don’t always then

Listening to the radio

Miggins:  Yellow car

TJ:  Yellow sign

Miggins:  Doesn’t count

TJ:  Does

Miggins:  Doesn’t

TJ:  Does

Miggins:  It’s yellow car, not yellow sign

TJ:  I’m playing yellow sign

Miggins:  Well, that’s not the game, so you can’t have a point

TJ:  Mummy? MUM? Miggins says I can’t have a point. Can I have a point? Can I?

Miggins:  Can he Mummy? Does he get a point for ‘yellow sign’? I don’t think he should get a point. I should, though. Because we were playing yellow car and we had half a point each. And then I said “yellow car” first. So I’m the winner because we’re here now and it starts again on the way home. Doesn’t it? Mum? Mummy?

TJ: Mum? Mummy? Mum?

Parking and turning off the engine

Me:  Come on, you two, let’s go, out you get, we’ll be late…

Red dot from the moon

October 2012, Balgowlah, Australia

We had a visitor this week; my lovely friend, Clarabelle, whom I have known since we were both the ripe old age of 8. She arrived on Monday and we had four days of chatting and laughter and whirlwind tours of my favourite places in Sydney.

Although amazing friends like Clarabelle require no real effort in terms of falling immediately into our lifelong friendship groove, I pulled out all the stops in preparing for her arrival, which would mark the last 4 days of her month-long tour of Australia. The agenda was easy enough (there are so many places I wanted her to see, many of which we couldn’t fit in) but I knew her nomadic adventures would have seen her sleeping in hotels and on sofas and I wanted her to feel comfy, cosy, at home.

I dropped Miggins at school at 8:30am, grabbed a coffee and told myself that everything would be in order by 12pm, when I would collect Miggins and drive to the airport.

I cleaned and tidied for almost 3 hours to knock the house into sparkling shape and even then there was quite a lot of stuff being shoved into the laundry room (which is thankfully closed off from the rest of the house but which I still felt compelled to show Clarabelle after showing her around…). At 11:47 I made TJ and Miggins a picnic for the car journey to the airport and after a fraught negotiation with TJ about leaving the house, I hared it to school at 11:58. Bad.

The school car park was full so I went to park in the next street along, which was of course blocked by a removals van, so I had to park one more street over. 12:05 and 25 degrees. I grabbed TJ and ran as fast as I could with a 3-stone 2 year old (who was holding his jam sandwich and shouting and laughing ‘Mummy I’m getting jam in your hair’) and got to school a sweaty, panting mess at 12:08. A lovely friend stopped me outside school to give Miggins a belated 5th birthday present and pushing aside my usual British politeness I just blurted ‘I’ve got to be at the airport at 12:30’. Luckily, she was characteristically unflappable, handed me the pressie and stepped aside as we all galloped back to the car, with Miggins shouting breathlessly and excitedly ‘why are we running? why are we running?’, her oversized backpack sloughing from side to side and TJ still trying to finish off the jam sandwich whilst I was now carrying him horizontally like a newborn, my arms breaking. Once in the car and on the road we took a breath and we smoothly pulled into the public pick-up area of Sydney airport twenty minutes later than expected but miraculously just in time to collect Clarabelle, who was none the wiser and, thankfully, a few minutes late herself. We greeted each other like the old friends we are and chatted excitedly about the first stop on our tour.

October 2009, London, 8 months pregnant with TJ

I used to start looking desperately at the clock from about 4pm, knowing that I had precisely 1 hour and 11 minutes to finish everything that I needed to do that day to be able to run to Cannon Street station to catch the 5:21pm train. That train would get me home in time to let our nanny, the wonderful Miss J, finish her day at 6pm and most importantly gave me a precious hour with Miggins before I tucked her into bed.

I know what you’re thinking; a lawyer, finishing at 5pm, how did she land that one? The truth was, there was no finishing. The red light flashed continually on my blackberry, the demands interminable. I had, though, made a promise to myself and to Miggins that I would try my very best to be home every night for bathtime and to tuck her into bed and no matter what pressure that put me under I managed it all but a handful of times, each of those missed opportunities weighing heavier than the last. Guilt crept in at those moments, saw the chink in the shiny armoury that that was my professional, well-groomed, suited self and taunted the maternal instinct that told me I should be there, whatever, no matter what.

There was no doubt that I loved both roles of my dichotomous self, as a lawyer and as a mum, but I have yet to be convinced that it is possible for anyone to truly feel that they ‘have it all’; that they have for themselves and for their family successfully and happily sustained those two parallels.

I digress, but I hope I have set my scene.

I was two weeks from the start of my maternity leave but things were far from winding down. My last meeting that day had overrun and I returned to a plethora of emails and calls, each demanding an urgent answer (their authors fully aware of an imminent handover of their file). 4:57pm. I called Mister – straight to voicemail; he was on a lengthy conference call. I hesitantly called Miss J, who almost always said yes to staying later but who had no choice but to get home on time that night. 5:04pm. I quickly packed a Court bag with work to take home with me, put my trainers on and logged off, diving into the lift. 5:08pm. 6th floor to ground usually took all of 30 seconds but it stopped at floor 3, then floor 2. People in the lift chatted amiably, their day over whilst I just stared at the doors, whispering ‘please, please’ desperately under my breath. As the doors opened on the ground floor I bolted, supporting my bump as I ran, cumbersomely dragging the court bag behind me.

I knew I wouldn’t make it, I couldn’t possibly make it, it was a 10 minute sprint without the 8 month bump, but I jog-walked-jog-walked, all the time bumping that ridiculous bag behind me, which sounded like an express train clattering across the pavement, drawing yet more attention to my ungainly self. I was met with looks of amusement, sympathy, disbelief, a rare anomaly amidst the sea of cloned commuters.

When I finally panted up the steps at Cannon Street station, with that bloody bag thump, thump, thumping up each step behind me, the 5:21 was long gone. I called Miss J, apologising profusely, half sobbing, half breathless and although she assured me in her usual calm, upbeat manner that it was really ok, I knew that she, too, was panicking about getting herself home on time.

In the end, I was twenty minutes late. Just twenty. But by then, I had worked myself up into a hormonal, tired bundle of guilt, and it was Miss J who was witness to my raw, desperate relief as I loped, exhausted, through the front door and into the living room, where 2 year old Miggins, already bathed and in her pyjamas, was happily and obliviously absorbed in her favourite bedtime television programme.

I tucked Miggins into bed, changed into my comfy clothes and sank into the sofa, clicking open the oversized black bag, my companion for the evening.

October 2012, Balgowlah, Australia

I used to say that if you watched me from the moon, you would see a red dot sprinting across London, trying to get home. A red flashing light, the Earth’s own Blackberry. If you happened to be watching me from the moon this week, you might have seen that frenzied dot again, rushing to get someplace on the other side of the world. But I think you will also have seen a rush of colour in my wake….. and possibly a small amount of strawberry jam in my hair.

A day of firsts…

So today marked the day of a few firsts.

It’s spring here and the sun is shining. Having just returned from a jaunt to the UK (where the rain gave us a fabulous excuse to rug up, drink wine and eat bread) we were ready for sunshine, surfing and salads. We started the day with a small headache (courtesy of Amy and Blackie’s delicious home cooking and endless glasses of yummy red) but a cup of tea and an unexpected lie in sorted us out (the first of the ‘firsts’; TJ (our son, aged 2) actually slept until 8am this morning, delaying our usual early morning call).

We pootled off to brunch at the wonderful Ash’s Table on Manly Beach, ordering a stack of pancakes and maple syrup with bacon, skim flat whites and juice and then took a stroll along the front, with TJ and Miggins (our daughter, aged 5) happily balancing on the wall, watching the surf school ‘little nippers’ running in and out of the sea with their bright yellow swimming caps.

Returning home and with the themometer reading above 20, it could only mean one thing (with a little persuasion from Miggins): the pool. Now, Mister (my husband of 8 years) is a bit of a wuss when it comes to the cold (he will readily admit) and as I have been swimming in ice cold conditions since I was little (having spent the first 8 years of my life living in a classic 70s house in Suffolk with a pool built by my dad in the garden), I couldn’t resist the pleading eyes of Miggins who very much fancied the first dip of the season. After a count of 3 (very slowly, and with a few false starts) we were in. Freezing. Ridiculous. Impossible to breath. But refreshing, exciting and fantastic fun. Miggins was a little smugger than I, as she was wearing her ‘swimming coat’ (aka a wetsuit) whilst I was just in my swimming cossie, but after 10 minutes of bravely swimming about, we stepped out, wrapped up in our towels and lay on the sun-warmed stone tiles next to the pool and it felt lovely. So lovely.

Mister, in the meantime, had been keeping a sensible distance and TJ was in the land of nod. We made a nice pot of tea and reviewed our second ‘first’, which Miggins and I deemed to be a great success. Miggins thinks we should have a daily dip from now on to get the most out of the pool, enthusiasm uncurbed by the icy conditions. Hmmm…

So we sat down together whilst I filled in the diary for the week and Miggins did some colouring with her new colouring set, a birthday present from the aforementioned Amy and Blackie and a big hit. She asked me to tell her a story from when I was little.

Spring 1982, Worlingworth, Suffolk (aged 5). I had a red and blue bike, rather too large for me and a little rusty but it marked the start of many adventures to come. My dad (affectionately know to me as Pooks) was starting to get a little frustrated, to say the least, at my inability to get going with the bike riding. It all became a bit of a fiasco. Weekend after weekend that Spring we would haul the bike out of the garage with fresh hope, Pooks promising to hold onto the back whilst I got my balance and my confidence. However, as with many things in those early years, confidence in my ability was lacking and I was a keen observer rather than a participator. It’s hard to observe your family heading off on a family picnic without you, though (as had been threatened if I didn’t buck up and learn how to ride) so I had to hurry up and get on my bike, as it were.

One weekend things all got a little too much and after getting halfway down the driveway I turned around to see whether Pooks was still holding on and seeing that he wasn’t, I promptly fell to the ground and started to cry. Pooks gave me a smack on the bottom for good measure, which sounds rather harsh but is actually now very funny and indicative of his frustration giving way after hours and hours of patient tutorial. We laugh about it a lot now, as with the incident of me repeatedly asking him whether I could play a record before bedtime when I was about 8, which was finally met with Pooks saying ‘No, no, no, no, no, no, no [smack]’, which unbeknownst to him was caught on an audio tape by my sister who was mucking around in the background. We still have the tape and you can hear the smack, although before you start thinking I was smacked quite a lot, I had a wonderful childhood, mostly smack free; those are the only two I can remember.

Anyway, we gave up for a while until one morning I just thought about my red and blue bike resting against the wall of the garage and made myself go in there and just look at it. And then I thought I would just get on, and see how it felt. I sat on the saddle and propelled it forwards with my feet on the floor, exactly as TJ now does effortlessly with his balance bike, until I got to the mossy top of the driveway. Then I pedalled. And wobbled a bit. And pedalled some more and suddenly I had it, completely by myself, unnoticed by anyone, I had done it. And I think that was it. No more drama, perhaps a few more falls, but I mastered it and never looked back.

Well the story hadn’t really captured Miggins’ imagination at that point so I went on to elaborate about a fictitious picnic in a field full of cows, who chased my oldest sister home, which Miggins found hilariously funny (and I did too once I’d visualised it) but as the story ended she announced: “let’s take the stabilisers off my bike”. So we did, and that’s the third ‘first’. Mister wandered off to look up instructions on the internet for taking stabilisers off a bike, whilst I (ever impatient) took the toolbox down and got stuck in, removing the stabilisers just before Mister appeared again to say: “I couldn’t really find anything about that. Oh, you’ve done it.”

In a much less dramatic episode than mine had been, Miggins wobbled about a bit, made sure that I (and then Mister) was holding onto the back of the bike, did a few stints up and down the driveway and then said “I think I’ll go on the trampoline now”.

And then I thought “I think it’s time I wrote a blog”.

It’s been on my mind for a while, since we had such a huge change in our lives about 11 months ago (more on that later) and I was worried that I wasn’t doing a great job of writing down all of these momentous and not so momentous things. I have also dropped my beloved iPhone numerous times, breaking the camera lens and therefore failing to photograph our day to day lives, as I had promised myself I would do.

So that was the fourth ‘first’ of the day. My blog. I hope you like it.